Killing of a Sacred Deer: The Dangers of Dismissiveness

What makes a movie ‘Pretentious’? Might it just be a term used by American audiences to describe something they don’t understand? Pretentious is a term that I found correlating with critiques of The Killing of A Sacred Deer directed by Yorgos Lanthimos. But what does that even mean?

Based on the play “Iphigenia At Aulis” by Euripides. When King Agamemnon kills a deer in the sacred grove of Artemis, the goddess keeps the Greek fleet from sailing off to Troy. The only way Agamemnon can get his massive fleet sailing off to war is to sacrifice his daughter, Iphigenia, to the goddess of the hunt.

Yorgos Lanthimos is at the cusp of what is known as the Greek weird wave. These films create an initial reaction of bewilderment and even laughter from American Audiences. Characters referred to as ‘quirky’ or ‘kooky’. But are the filmmakers looking for that kind of response? “I dislike ‘quirky’ or ‘kooky’… I didn’t want Marina to be a weirdo; I wanted her to be very solid, very dedicated to her principles, but not at ease with humans.” – Athina Rachel Tsangari. These films have an inclination to use fragmented story structures. In effect, it shifts the significance from the narrative to the performance of the actors. This style is a preference of non-causality stories, which opens the narrative to moments of happenings that go above a conventional plot arrangement.

Lanthimos prefers a simple, sometimes breath-taking, aesthetic. His films utilize a different kind of cinema; ‘Cinema of the Body.’ A type of cinema that opts for gestures, postures, and attitudes over concrete characters and plot development, thus, giving us a more performative cinema that replaces causality scripts. Discussed by film scholar Gilles Deleuze. ‘Cinema of the Body’ relies heavily on Bertolt Brecht’s concept of gestus, which refers to physical acting. The actor does not ‘become’ the character in a traditional manner. This is an attempt to give us a simplified character through attitudes and postures which allows the audience to pay attention to the character’s social relations and causes of their behavior rather than the psychological metaphysical aspects. It is the aim to show or quote an action rather than to imitate it, even at times rendering the actors as part of the mise-en-scene (the setting or surroundings of an event or action.) Deleuze’s ‘Cinema of the Body’ is a performative piece rather than a straight forward narrative, allowing the performing body and the camera to interact with each other. The film begins to skew from the script. As a result, the film becomes filmic, meta-filmic, staged, and real events. ‘Cinema of the Body’ filmmakers are interested in asking more questions than answering. The audience is given time to think and reflect on the portrayed actions instead of passively watching them. Lanthimos uses ‘Cinema of the Body’ to his advantage by having his actors perform activities rather than dramatizing the situation. A fact, which is particularly apparent in his 2009 film, Dogtooth.

The Greek weird wave is a borderline obsession of young filmmakers that are up against the tyranny of their ancestry and its nostalgia of families and own history. It can be found all over this cinema style. However, this style is ultimately epitomized by Dogtooth. Dogtooth comes right out and jabs at the family unit; calling it incest and an obedience competition, with literal incest and literal barking. Greece is a mess and the fact that all of these young filmmakers are making these ‘weird’ films in response is something America could take notes on.

You actually liked Killing of a Sacred Deer somewhere deep down inside, I can tell. Lanthimos uses references that American audiences love: a form of intertextuality that some may notice and others will be oblivious to, those long takes of hallways are not by accident, nor is that tracking shot of the car. He takes what Americans love from movies and implements ‘Cinema of the Body’ along side it. This renders different outcomes. But in the case of The Sacred Deer, it enhances the eeriness of the serial killer archetype within the thriller genre. The film, despite what I have read, is an excellent interpretation of a play. The Greek filmmaker is once again jabbing at his Greek heritage. Is there a better way to point out the absurdity of mythology? He takes a mythological tale and puts it right in the center of a realistic modern day setting. The characters act as if this is normal when to the audience it is clearly not. Think on the last time you saw something like this. Let’s actually go broader. When was the last time you saw something different? Think of the countless simplified narratives with boring characters that favor visual dramaturgy. Think of all the films that spoon feed you information so that they can quicker get to their CGI and set pieces. Yorgos Lanthimos is not an easily accessible director yes, but I think it’s the act of trying to understand him which makes you less passive. It’s a breath of fresh air. ‘Cinema of the Body’ allows you time to look at what the characters are doing and reflect on those choices. Resulting in a film that is no longer a generic independent film trying to be a Hollywood produced film. That for me is one of the biggest selling points to watching a Yorgos Lanthimos film and why I am very excited to see what he is going to bring to his new film ‘The Favourite’ this November.

So going back to my original question. I think the word pretensions used in American jargon stems from a viewers lack of desire to understand the film. If you don’t understand the film then it must be pretensions. If we tried to really understand ‘Cinema of the Body’ and where Greek filmmakers are coming from, then I think the word pretentious would disappear from the American dialect. Instead of labeling films as pretentious, these films might actually be enjoyed for what they are offering, or at the very least an attempt might be made by viewer to understand what the filmmaker is trying to accomplish with their film. It would be replaced with either liking the film, or at the very least understanding what the filmmaker was trying to say or accomplish and have an appreciation for that attempt. Perhaps the filmmaker failed to accomplish their vision, but to label such a film pretentious is to be dismissive of an artist trying to create something that for them holds meaning.

 

IT: Why Tim Curry is the Clown of Nightmares

IT by Stephen King is one of my favorite books to date. IT was a commitment to read. I learned everything about these kids, the town of Derry, the adults, and above all the being known as IT. I waited until I completed the book to watch the 2017 movie IT. And oh my god, wow. So so so bad. The reviews were high in appraisal. Even King himself praised it. Which also is another big problem that I have. King has no taste when it comes to films. We’ll cover that in a future video though. If you ask most people they will say that they liked it. It’s the highest grossing horror film ever. Even if you go online and look at other video essays you’ll hear that the pacing, writing, and editing were outstanding.

No! The pacing, writing, and editing were terrible. And what the hell was with “Six Different Ways” to an 80’s cleaning montage? And do not get me started on that ridiculous tower of dead children scene. Everything set aside I’d like to talk about how the movie failed at its fundamental level. This was to create a scary Pennywise and why Tim Curry of the 1990 iteration is the quintessential clown.

Before I go further I’d like to say that there will be some spoilers in this video, and there are concepts/ideas that other YouTubers have introduced. I am simply reiterating some of the points to further my argument.

Before we discuss Tim Curry and Bill Skarsgard. I think it’s important to understand what makes clowns scary. There was a time when clowns were a children favorite of circuses and birthday parties alike, but that all changed in 1978 with the John Gacy case. In which Gacy admitted to 25-30 murders of young men. A direct parallel to the 1986 novel IT. Since, the scary clown phenomenon has built up a reputation that is of equal standing to Frankenstein, Dracula, and Werewolves. And Pennywise the Dancing Clown has earned his reputation to be in conversations with The Boogeyman, Freddie, and Jason. I think there are two concept that need to be understood when trying to pin down exactly why clowns should never have been at birthday parties.

An important aspect to any horror film is the mask. Masks have been a part of culture since ancient times and first appeared in the English language in 1530’s. It translated from the French term masque which first translated to “covering to hide or guard the face.” One would come to wonder why they have been so prominent. Masks are an interesting concept. They allow a villain or hero to hide their identity and become that persona. Even more interesting, people can create masks without the physical mask. W. B. Yeats, an Irish poet wrote in his play Arnica Silentia Lunare “The other self, the anti-self or the antithetical self, as one may choose to name it, comes but to those who are no longer deceived, whose passion is reality” in other words, the mask you wear is who you are and the person you hide is your dark, real self that only the very select few will ever know.

Another theory, or hypothesis in this case, is the Uncanny Valley, theorized by Masahiro Mori. If you study the empathy of humans toward humanoids, or in his hypothesis, robots: as a humanoid is made more human, empathy increases, until the humanoid becomes too human, at which point there is a repulsive reaction toward the entity.

A clown can be read as a humanoid being wearing a cheerful and welcoming white mask. If this person or humanoid is wearing the mask of cheerful and innocent human qualities, then what are they actually hiding? Are they actually human? This is what people are actually scared of.

In the very first appearance of Pennywise the clown in 1990, Tim Curry is this clown. He is this cheerful delight. It’s not until the scene develops that we learn of the clown’s intensions. It’s not until we drop our guard that he takes his cheerful mask off to reveal his intentions. This was not the case with Bill Skarsgard’s clown. In the very first frame that Bill is introduced, you know what Pennywise’s intentions are. Oh that guy is an evil clown. Even though he is wearing a clown mask he is not wearing that same cheerful mask. If you look at both versions with the iconic sewer drain scene. They are both in their right scary. All that needed to happen was for there to be a sewer, and that both actors were the humanoid clowns. But looking at Tim Curry’s clown, we are given so little information as apposed to Bill Skarsgard simply because of the additional mask.

As the movie progresses, Skarsgard tries to prove that he is a scary clown with theatrics and gory jump scares. Look at me I’m a scary clown. Even though at face value he is a scarier looking clown than Tim Curry. Tim Curry walks and waddles around the movie without the need of any theatrics. Bill Skarsgard is flailing bloody arms and Curry is gleefully digging graves. Which is scarier? One can be thought of as a in the moment scare while the other it’s a much more mortifying scare that stays with us. It’s simply because Curry is wearing multiple masks and giving us less information than skarsgard. Which clown will haunt your dreams long after the moment is over? Who is the quintessential clown? Tim Curry is Pennywise the Dancing Clown.

Stephen King’s IT remake could have been great. The source material was there. But the biggest problem was at the fundamental level of what this movie needed to be and that was the portrayal of Pennywise the Clown. Tim Curry created a template and a legacy of Pennywise the clown. If a filmmaker could get his hands on something like that instead of a studio, then maybe we could have had a horrify IT.

Dan and the man is back for a couple weeks of jokes 🦆😂👌🏽

Today’s post comes from Tuffs University in Medford, Massachusetts. A candid shot of my brother Dan.

The Story of This Photo

I woke up at 4:45AM this morning and hiked all the way up there to pick this kid up. I haven’t seen him in 6 weeks, so I was pretty excited to see him today.  Packed all of my nutrition in a lunchbox, I’m not about to miss a day of good cutting. I’m glad that I’m going to be able to spend the last few weeks of August with him before the summer closes out on a high note and I pack up to start a new life somewhere else, Atalanta. I am also amused that there is a duck on his shirt.

We have a few things to do to really close out the summer on high note, and I am excited to get those things done and spend time with him.

After that, I hope to have set up a few things for myself in Atlanta. I have begun to talk to a mentor/advisor that had helped me work on Stealing Love. He had said back in December that if [the class] wanted a job or advice to contact him. So I did and things are starting to roll.

What it Means

So this being a candid shot, there isn’t much to analyze. It’s not often I can catch him in a bad mood with these kind of shots, this one is no different. He seemed glad to come home for a little while. He is looking right into the lens, so the feeling that I get is that this is my POV.

🦆 New Looks 🦆

Since the beginning of my filmmaking journey back in my freshman year of high school, I’ve never been able to really have a great social media presence. It’s always been a passive stagnant presence. As of right now; FaceBook Likes: 67, Instagram followers: 140, YouTube Subscribers: 90, Twitter followers: 65… In terms of social presence, that really sucks! So I’ve decided that it’s time to make social media a priority. Like training for a great physique, you gotta hit those weak points so you look symmetrical. All front delt and no rear or side just doesn’t help you like 3 fully developed heads.

The Plan

As of right now… 3 of my platforms (IG,T,&Website) are “Peter Michael” and two (FB&YT) are “Jumble Co. Films”. There’s no uniformity in the posting nor is there uniformity within platforms. I am all over the place; Photographs, BTS phone shots, bad shots of my food & supplements, selfies, and you get the point.

The first thing to do is to decide on what all of my platforms are going to be called and what the cross platform image is going to be. I have decided to transform the Facebook page from “Jumble Co. Films” to Peter Michael Cinema. My YouTube will remain Jumble Co. Films because I don’t plan on doing much with that platform just yet.

The over arching image is going to be a well photographed lifestyle. Whether that be film in any of it’s aspects, my fitness/nutrition, adventures, and etc. As long as I actually take the time to compose the shot on a nice camera, I think that should up the quality of my posts. And to go with the Instagram grids, I am going to try to post in groups of 3. Once per day, but every 3 images will have some sort of theme with them.

Another nice touch is going to be some sort of logo. Or at least an image that arcs through all the platforms. I really like the simplicity of the 🦆 emoji. I’m also a fun of ducks, I think them themselves and what they are called is charmingly silly. That’s what I’m going to start with at least. I will go from there. I am also going to start to try to post every single day to IG and FB again like i had been doing from December to March. That was very beneficial for my following. I think I grew at least 50 followers in those 3ish months.

The Blog & Website will also get a bit of an upgrade. The portfolio portion of the site will get a bit of beefy up to start to act as my YouTube page, but will only have the best of the best on there. I am thinking of trying my hardest to post daily to this blog. And the subject will change to whatever my daily IG post was that day. I will write about what that image says to me. Along with how I came to taking/posting it.  The IG post will link right to this blog. The blog link will be posted to Facebook.

The only platform that is stumping me is my Twitter Account. I’m very image based, being a Cinematographer/Gaffer. Twitter is not image based. Twitter is word (tweet) based. It’s gonna take me some time to wrap my head around that one. I will link my profile to my website and having matching profile pics of course but other than that, I’m not exactly sure how to innovate my twitter account just yet.

Why?

All this is in effort make me more hirable. And above all, when it comes time to make “Punish Me With Kisses” (Stealing Love Feature), I’ll have the backing and might be able to raise the money with another Kickstarter instead of getting investors with opinions. After tax incentives and foreign sales the film would still need to raise more than 6K that I needed for the short but with backing I might be able to do it. Just need to get my social media following way up! Hopefully a new post tomorrow as I begin to convert my social media presence into a power house!

 

Post Grad/S.L. Life – What’s Next?

It’s been a little over a month since I graduated from Syracuse University, and about a week since my most current Stealing Love premiere. Since graduation I have been a grip on one feature and am back to shooting the small micro shorts of YouTube. I’ve been living a little before I really think about my future as a filmmaker. I was too busy to do that, let alone write a single blog. This past week, while in Cape Cod, I’ve been able to regroup my brain and think about what kind of films that I’d like to make.

The last four years of studying film have answered that question. I have really come to love form over function. The films that I would want to make would take cinematography and form over the story or function of a story. If form can have function than I’ll have it in my film, but form will be taking the driver’s seat in my future films. For all you film buffs out there, I’m very interested in formalistic and art house films.

So the first feature that I am going to be putting together is Stealing Love as a feature. I had talked about this in September. I had talked about the pros and cons of this becoming a reality. In September I had not seen what Stealing Love could become because I was yet to make a short. I was told that I shouldn’t try to write a feature until I made the short, so I can learn what works and what doesn’t. I learned that the film needs to be about Lila, not Sam. And that the film looks better when stylized because of it’s phantasmal element (Form serving as function).

Stealing Love the short was using very different themes than the feature will. The short script was based on using Sam as the main character. The short used the theme of in these kind of relationships will hurt the wrong people, the good ones. But now with Lila as the main character, the theme/point of the film is to say that everyone is a victim, even the predator. The predator didn’t start her life out as a predator, that pretty face is much more than a pretty face, so how did she get here? The Stealing Love feature, more than likely going to be called something else, is being made to talk about most human existence as vile, and most humans are not good to each other. This will be a film of a monster in the house from the point of view of the monster.

From making the short, I also have made the discovery that I need to make Sam more likable. In the short, hardly anyone liked him, and the select few that saw him were glad that he got his just desserts. So the challenge is to make him more romantic and less naive. More along the lines that he is falling in love with Lila and not that she’s pretty and wants to have sex with her. Thought that will happen, I need to make him more likable if this film is gonna sell to the audience to keep them engaged for the full 90 minutes.

This film is going to be very stylistic.

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My favorite shot in the film is going to be a heavy influencer in this. I’m also very interested in films that Nicholas Winding Refn makes. Films like “Drive,” “Neon Demon,” and “Bronson.”  I like to shoot very stylized like him, so my story is going to be very phantasmic to go with that style. The film will beautifully show raw and violent aspects of human existence. I’ve written out the scene beats at their specific page points, which I learned from a book called “Save The Cat.” I’m super in love with this raw story and how it is going to be told.

When I get back from the Cape, I’m gonna start submitting the Stealing Love short to festivals all over the country and start writing the feature script. This is a very exciting time to be alive.

The End of The Line – Stealing Love – The Perfect Thesis

“Well it’s alright, riding around in the breeze…Well it’s alright, if you live the life you please… well its alright, doin the best that you can…well its alright, as long you lend a helping hand…” – Traveling Wilburys

Stealing Love is essentially done! I raised the money, finished the script, pre produced it, shot it, locked picture/sound edit, and colored it. Now all that’s left is to master the score with my very talented composer Ryan Chase.

Post Stealing Love has begun for me, and it is a very weird feeling as of right now. I can remember a time in my life without Stealing Love, but at the same time I can’t. Stealing Love feels like my child and I have to let her go into the world very soon. I loved raising this film into what it has become. There were certainly rough patches where it wasn’t doing what I wanted it to do. In the beginning I thought it would be something completely different then what it actually grew up to be. I’m super super happy with the outcome of Stealing Love (previously known as Sam & Lila –> Stealing Love: How Lila Left Sam–> Stealing Love). Over the last month I have been starting to really put the pieces of my memory of the last 4 yeas together and realizing just really how perfect this Senior Thesis was. There truly could not have been a more perfect capstone to my college career.

The Perfect Thesis

Where do I begin? Writing everything would make this blog very lengthy, and that is what I’ve decided to do. Because the last four years and this film need some recognition.

Where It All Begins

In my life I have two favorite places to situate myself. My Basement and My room. I want to talk about my room in this section. My room has gone through a lot of changes in the time that I have had it. Particularly in the last 4 years, I was able to update it and make it as a filmmaker’s bedroom. So many videos were shot in this room and I have spent an eternity editing in this room.

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And the fact that Stealing Love has a scene in this room is perfect.

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The Location

Speaking of the location of the film. It is so perfect where the majority of the film takes place. My Grandfather’s house, famously called “Poppy’s House.” I have been here, not as much, but just as countless as my room. It was my first home, so many family get togethers, I have been taking care of the grounds since 7th grade, we shot a video back in August 2014 in the back yard.

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And in between jobs out in the yard I would be inside of my grandfather’s kitchen. We would talk, and still do, about everything in that kitchen. I love every moment that I get to still do that with him and I am blessed that he let us shoot so many videos in his house. From what I can remember, the first video was done in 9th grade. We were very bad at filmmaking, and it wasn’t really filmmaking. It was “Let’s making a feature length movie Danny!” “yea!”

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Over the years we have certainly gotten better. Leading up to Stealing Love, we shot 10 separate videos in that basement. It is safe to say that, that basement was crucial in growing up as a filmmaker.

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So it was only perfect that we shot 2 scenes to Stealing Love in that basement.

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The Story

So the story… The story directly fits into my time as a college student. In my sophomore year I met a girl that I thought I was in love with. The way she picked me out and made moves on me and then she left in a similar way too. I’m not going to write any spoilers in this post. But she said she was gonna be back and I never saw her again.

I was depressed for quite some time (3 months), and a good amount of people including my mother were saying that “everything happens for a reason”. And wow, I’m actually incredibly happy that I lived through that tough spot in my life.

I’m Sam, less dramatically scared. And she was Lila, though now there was a lot of inspiration from Sharon Stone in “Basic Instinct”.

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My Cinematography

This! This was huge. My growth first of all was huge. But looking back at all of the things that I learned in the last few years. I forced myself to get really good at lighting and that’s what I want to do with my life. Be a Gaffer/Key Grip.

I learned that all light in a shot must be motivated or it just looks

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motivating is better

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I learned about me as a filmmaker and my style that I like. My favorite lighting scheme is mixing color temps (blue and orange), high key (dimly lit except for the key and fill) which have pockets of light, and far side key (the key light is on the far side of the actor’s face in comparison to the camera).

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Other Odds & Ends that make me Smile

So all of these aren’t big enough to earn their own section so I’m gonna throw them in here.

To start off my mini van. Wow! I love that car! She became my baby this semester. We didn’t start out that way. All throughout freshman, sophomore, and half of junior year I would make fun of my mom’s mini van saying it was a monster truck and no way in hell do I want to drive such a giant car. Then my dodge Neon would not start starting into the Spring semester ’16. So my mom gave me her mini van. And that was the start of our beautiful journey. Granted I thought I was gonna die that first trip back because we hit such a bad storm. But through that semester I decided that I wanted to keep this car and convert it into a traveling film car (had no idea that was called a grip truck back then). But over the summer of 2016 we shot tons of videos and everyone included the beast. I had to say goodbye to her when I went to LA but I wasn’t that attached yet… When I came back in January I started to really think about how I was gonna turn this mini van into a grip van. I added a shelving unit during our short filming sessions of Dec’16-Jan’17. Prepping for Stealing Love, I designed some racks made out of PCP pipes. For my first shoot this failed miserably. But when we unloaded all the gear onto set it gave me an opportunity to rearrange the pipes. And it worked a little better. With every shoot it got a little better. And then at some point within the next few weeks she became my baby, the one for me. Two shoots after my first with her, we thought there was something really wrong with her. I almost started to cry. But there really wasn’t anything wrong with her. But that’s when I realized out loud that she was my baby. And in the next few shoots we got even closer, and the system to load that car was on point and my last shoot with her fully loaded was my reshoots. That loading system was money! I got that down. For my last shoot of the semester I had just a few things with her that time. But I had to say goodbye to her until the summer starts that weekend.

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Little side things that make this thesis that much more mine. I had to go on route 20 to go see my composer and that was kind of cool because that was the road that I first used with my van. I also had to bring him the cut of the film on a thumb drive. I got to use “BATMAN”. BATMAN is my thumb drive that is literally batman. I have been using batman for every project that was enough to fit onto 6gb. Mostly printing out posters. I got to use the audio of Benji flipping a light switch in “THE SWITCH” in Stealing Love as Sam flips a switch. Danny got to help for a day on set which was cool that he got to sign my script. He had helped me write the script but having him on set made that better. The score, mainly the soundtrack parts of the score, were heavily influenced by Post-Punk 80’s rock, a music that I was introduced by Danny in Junior year and have come to love love love it. John Holser my mentor helped a bunch on preproduction to guide me in the right direction. Much like he did in Adventurous & Lazy.

But this time he was on set helping me direct a more complicated scene. Very cool! I used my Sony A7S a camera that I worked all of Summer ’15 to get.

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One last thing that makes this my perfect thesis is that it showed me that my confidence truly is much greater than when I first stepped into the halls of Syracuse University. I knew that I had more confidence and my shyness was nearly gone, but I was really put to the test on the night of my screening. Because I was skipped. The lights went on and everyone was ready to leave. What did I do? Freshman Peter would have sat there and accepted that he wasn’t going. But not Senior Peter “oh is that what’s gonna happen? Let me tell you, that is not gonna happen”. I stood up in the top row of the auditorium and yelled down to the curator. I told them that they skipped me and we were gonna watch my film now. My friends that came in to watch my film were pleased and shocked that I did that, because they knew Freshman Peter.

THE END OF THE LINE

This has been the greatest four years of my life. I have grown so much and have had so much fun doing it. I really can’t express the amount of thanks I have for the support that I have gotten from everyone. I have countless memories of the past four years in CUSE and home in the 518. Really really glad that I chose filmmaking as my major, and life for that matter.

Stealing Love Has A Genre or 2

49 Days till Shoot Day #1

I’m keeping it together. Lot’s of positive accomplishments and words of wisdom are coming in to get me ready for the shoot week. But that’s not what today’s blog is about. Today’s blog is a short blog about Stealing Love’s genres.

“Old Stealing Love”

I’m talking about when I finished the script in August. The genre was a very luke warm with uncertainty. It could be a love story … crime film … dark noir film … maybe even a dark tragic comedy? None were really sticking.

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“New Stealing Love”

This is from the point that I finished the final script in January 2017.

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A few days ago I was asked by my mentor to determine what Stealing Love’s genre is. This is a question that has been hurting the sureness of my project since it was first conceived back in January ’16. My mentor asked me to look for frames of films that inspire me. So that’s what I did. I have a brand new vision board and a much more concrete genre now. Stealing Love is a Thriller / Erotic Thriller. I grabbed frames from “Basic Instinct,” “Gone Girl,” and “Prisoners.” All three being thrillers. And since Stealing Love has some similar themes to “Basic Instinct,” I’d thought I’d include Erotic Thriller as well.

Onward To Victory

Everyday, something gets accomplished! So I am well underway into getting Stealing Love on the tracks to Success. I hope to continue giving these short blurbs, everyday until shooting begins.

The Final Semester

Yesterday I Got An Official Credit Check

When I went in for the credit check, I was nervous that some of the classes that I took throughout the last 4 years didn’t actually count for the requirements that I intended. But it turns out that my credit check was spot on. Just like when I got an unofficial credit check before LA, I was told that medal should be awarder for doing all of the requirements in order. I’m all set to graduate Syracuse University come May 2017, as long as I pass the 4 classes that I am enrolled in this semester.

That’s pretty crazy that after 18 years of education, I’ll finally be done with schooling. It was also pretty weird when I said it out loud yesterday “This is my last first day of school.” wow.

So how do I feel?

To be honest… I am pretty ready to be done with school, but I don’t know how ready I am to be an adult in the real world yet. I’ve been sheltered for almost 22 years now. It’s gonna be a pretty crazy time, and I do think my trip to LA really helped me figure out what I wanted to do. If I had not had that semester, I would be really concerned with my future. I definitely want to see how Stealing Love does once it’s done, to see how I can market myself as a Producer and/or Director.

Senior Thesis Updates

53 days until shooting. I’m starting to get nervous, but I’m keeping my head up. I’ve gone through and broken down the script into assets that I need to acquire before shoot day #1. And I’ve gone ahead and put in a request for gear with my school. Shooting still remains to be starting on March 13th. I’ve also reached out to my mentor John to help me out on my film. And he said that he would be willing to help. So I will be in very good shape if I just keep pushing forward. And keep reminding myself to eat full healthy meals.

The Rest of Today

I’ve got a class tonight at 6:30pm until 10:30pm. So I’m going to try to do some script analysis until it’s time to head over to class.

Thanks for taking the time to read through this blog and actually care about what I’m writing about and feeling.

It’s 2017: Back to Work! Well Kind of…

Driving back to New York State from Los Angeles was a very fun trip. I got to see some of this great country. Places like the Grand Canyon and Amarillo were nice. Graceland was my favorite though. The home of my favorite singer of all time, Elvis Presley.

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My time in the 518 area was well spent in my opinion. I relaxed for once in my life. Collected a lot of blur ays through Christmas presents and sick FYE deals. Got to see basically everyone I wanted to see. I only missed a few that I wanted to see. I was able to do some leisure reading and I had daily after dinner naps. Like what are daily naps? And there was never a dull moment with my brother Dan around, every moment was a moment for a joke. But now that I am back in the 315 (Syracuse) area, it’s time to get back to work. Well only kind of…

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You see…Throughout my time in the 518, when I wasn’t doing all of the fun stuff, I was already starting to get back to work on filmmaking. The biggest highlight of break was all of the short YouTube videos that I shot with my brother Dan, cousin Benji, and my buddy Zach. Those short videos were designed to continue to practice my skills as a gaffer and grip (cinematography).

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Not only were those 5 videos shot, but I also scouted the main location of my film. Since the film’s script has changed so drastically since I thought it was done in August, I only need 3 locations now. The film has the same number of pages, just in fewer locations. This will make my life exactly 4 times easier. The film calls for only one house that Sam and Lila trespass. And I found the perfect said location. A friend of my father has offered his house as the shooting location. When I saw it, I loved it. I didn’t want to seem to eager, so I waited till the next day to let him know how much I liked it. This location makes me all the more excited to shoot the film in March.

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But for real, now is the time to really get serious about my film! I have exactly 55 days until shoot day #1 (March 13th) of Stealing Love, and there are still some major goals to accomplish. A script breakdown is needed to know what costumes, props, and set decorations need to be purchased. A script analysis needs to be completed to help me understand my own writing as a Director. The analysis will help me create the shot list too. Once both the breakdown and analysis are done, a day by day shooting plan can be made.

And while all of that is going on, I will be rehearsing with my actors and trying to lasso a bar location down. I am very confident in my actors still. I have kept in contact with them, and I’m getting ready to start up rehearsals. But the communication on the bar location is getting a little spotty. I need to pull my act together if I want that location come March.

I am really looking forward to stepping on set and shooting this passion, Stealing Love. Being on set is my favorite part of the process, but I will first need to get my homework done so the set atmosphere and day can go as smooth as possible. I am going to be more consistent with this blog too, now that school is back in session. I will have a desk and limited distractions to write a blog more often now.

Bob Dylan, Stanley Kubrick, & LA

Wow it has been such a long time since this blog was last updated. It has been a lifetime at least one life time ago since the last post (Oct. 18). So much has happened that the blog took a back seat. Now I’m ready to sit down and write a proper blog since I have some time off from school and work this week. It’s red sauce you put on your fries time!

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“Just because it happened to you, doesn’t make it interesting.” – Robert Zimmerman (Bob Dylan, for those who don’t know a thing or two about folk). This quote was introduced to me by my professor who used to hang out with Mr. Zimmerman and the Grateful Dead. The quote has been the driving force to changes in Stealing Love’s script. The script started out with 8 locations, something that my mentor had home warned against. And is now down to 4.  The script also had Lila screwing Sam over, this was a staple to the story, but now it’s up for question as well. I was so concerned with telling a story centered around the relationship that went south for myself that I think I forgot that I was making this film for other people to watch. It had become way too personal and I am so glad that I was slowly awoken to this. And now my Black Widow story can become something that people want to watch over and over again, looking for those hidden clues.

Coming Home

There is a lot of anticipation for the coming weeks to when I head eastward. I had a lot of fun driving with my father Westward, but there was a looming question mark about what LA would be like that I didn’t have the full potential of fun. Even with that stress, we could have kept driving, we just ran out of states to drive through. Stress free now, I can really enjoy the trip across the southern states. I am really looking forward to the visit to Graceland. I am looking forward to seeing my parents, brother, puppies, grandfather, and my buddies (Zach & Benji). I am also very excited to continue my tradition of Stanley Kubrick movie watching while I wrap christmas presents! Which reminds me, Christmas is a thing that happens when I get back. Cannot wait for Christmas, along with filming. Dan, Benji, and I were in such a groove this past summer of filming cinematically lit sketches, that it was sad to have to pack it up for the semester. I cannot wait to carry over what we did. A lot has to be done for that channel. New videos of course, but we also need a new channel photo for Facebook and YouTube, a new logo, etc. Creating an LLC along with other prep work for Stealing Love will need to be done. Needless to say, I will be busy.

Leaving LA

I really don’t want to go though. I’m having a lot of fun and I’m learning so much out here.  I have been complaining about how tired I was but this week off is taking care of the tiredness. I’ve been in a semester where all I have done is filmmaking. Whether that be writing or shooting! So many shoots! I have shot so much this semester, that you’d think I’d want to stop when I get back. Never! I am more pumped than ever to shoot even more! I would very much like to go home for a Christmas break, but then return to LA for my last semester.

 

I am Eastbound in 18 days, so I will see everyone and everything very soon!